I know.[close your eyes]You know I sometimes watch you, I have watched you for a long, long time. You have a smile that lights up the room and warms the hearts of many.[deep breath]I know you thought bad thoughts when you found your dad had passed, when you laid your "kitty" to rest, when he said he didn't feel anything for you and when your best friend left. I know you think bad things every time something else is added to the stress of your life, when it seems all else is easier. [count to ten]I know you give yourself too easily these days, that you're looking to be loved. I know you're looking
One last timethis is the last time ill try and win your rusted heart and the last time ill lay my child like desires within your grasp at the stroke of 3:33am. when my life has crumbled down around me because of you, ill never ask for your weathered mind again and never look back on the few hours I spent next to you by creaking stairs and cuddles on leather sofas. I wont ambush you life for another second or ask where I went wrong. you'll never feel me pulling at your heartstrings, whisper your name in the dead of night or ask you to wash your hands.i swear, this is it.please hear me out. don't make a mad da